sorry, it turns out that kill gameplay is actually just a longing for anarchy
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/13651.The_Dispossessed
yo I just started reading this book 2 days ago!!!!
omg!! hell yeah hell yeah. i love this book. it also made me very sad and not in the usual way that a book will make me sad. let me know what you think if you want as you get into and/or through it :0